mm.these few days have been a rollercoaster of emotions.
rearranged my room because i needed a change.pretty glad i did it because it's been at the back of my mind for ages.
i can't think of anything significant to say so i'll just list what's happened.
mum and sis left for kl.
brother went tekong for the first time.
watched pride and prejudice and really really loved it.
i think i need to start being grateful for what had happened in my life so far.was watching oprah today and this woman who lost her child, said 'i'm sick of people telling me things happen for a reason.what reason can there be for taking one's child away?watching your own child die in front of you?' but she went on to say that she realised that the reason behind that was so that she could help people.help them to see through their pain and their grief and their anguish to see the light.the future ahead might not be great,in fact it might be horrible,but it's still a future.
it made me rethink what i've been going through these few days.and i understood that everything happens for a reason.and you left for a reason.and i'll respect that decision because i can't do otherwise.i realise there's no point making other people unhappy for the sake of your own joy because it'll just make you miserable in time to come.
playing;sunyanzi:yuan lai ni she me dou bu xiang yao.
